Love yourself

A lot to say and lot to share

Sad enough no wall in my house has any ears.

People have no feelings ,they don't care,

That's the worst feeling that you have to bear.

If you say it to them they will mock you and that is my fear.

Your dreams your goals are your  own,

Keep it to yourself never to be shown.

The most important lesson one should learn,

Company is to enjoy and not to yearn.

If you want to love; love yourself,

and hold your head high 

 This way u will neither cry nor sigh.

 

Reason unexplained!!!

Sometimes you just can't explain the reason of your bad mood to anyone and it so happens that you yourself don't know. What is it?? Is it coz I am expecting a lot from others?? But when you love someone don't you expect something (some comfort) in return. Isn't it so difficult to not to expect. Or is it Coz I am away from my centre of gravity (read Akhil) and I am feeling as if I am being pulled in 1000 different directions. Is it the work pressure (@home plus @ job)?? Or is it simply because there are loads of unfinished job which demands immediate action now. 

May be Shreya not keeping well is the reason or may be I am trying to handle everything perfectly and not been able to do so is making me angry.

What can it be?? 

I don't know. But whatever it is, it is taking away my peace and making me super cranky. And I am feeling even 6 year old Shreya can handle this with ease and act maturily than me 😩😩